I just can´t describe how happy I was to read that the final approval to my EVs project has been given. I am so glad to make the last things here, tie some last things together and then it is the beginning or even continuing the path. I guess many things will change, starting from the title of this blog.
On the other hand, I was just thinking today that it is the thing that I have to create the wanted activity or characteristic feature to my life myself and then it usually and then come also the supporting opportunities. I hope that was not too complicated. For example knitting. I at first started it at home and then I met people who are very good at it and know how to help me. And the same with Brazilian Drums- I picked up the drum playing when I found an old-old drum from my basement(I cant stop wondering what is not there - there´s like everything, like in the wonderland) and afterwards I was asked to join the orchestra of the sweetest brasilian guy i have met.
Sometimes it seems that it is much easier to apprehend the reality in very short or in numbers. So to realise the time, it is 54 days in Estonia basically. As I mentioned time, I just thought for ages what is time for me and I did not get it yet. I know that I go fast in time, but I do not know how I go in time... When I was asked how many hours are there for me in one day, I just could not answer. (The point of the question was to tell me that although I was so much younger, I had experienced and done as much as they...)
And for the reason that I have 54 days left, I looked at the 54th page of my favourite book with golden stories and there was a very nice one.
Happiness had fallen into a enormous hole. He was stuck there and could not get out. Then he asked from people passing by to help him. Of course they asked Happiness to fulfill their wishes, but did not ask if they could do something for him. Then came a boy who did not want anything from Happiness, but asked him if he could help Happiness. The young man helped Happiness out of the hole and went his way. Happiness followed him.
